LIVING RITUAL

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ART THAT LANDS IN THE BLOODSTREAM. 🩸

Living the Art of Every Phase



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The Art of the Follicular Phase

The follicle forms as the Inner 'Spring' begins...

View the entire Follicular lineup of pieces & articles on my Substack.


01/02
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#61 The Cycle Breaker

Original Cyanotype

42 x 96

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print with Gold leaf & Vantablack paint

$13,000

We live in a world where you might die from just telling the truth.Or at the very least be gaslit like it’s going out of style.The comfy style of denial.I remember when I first healed from endometriosis, sexual trauma, an eating disorder, narcissistic abuse and all the rest of the shit, and wrote my book, I was told I needed to ‘be more sensitive’ and not talk about how to heal.In other words,-Don’t speak the truth too loudly; you might disturb the house of cards I have built my gorgeously fake life on as I profit off the attention I get from pretending like there’s nothing I can do but sit here and die, and oh, gotta pay my taxes to pedophiles.-Well, death is life, dressed in dark colors, and it’s come to make a deal...
01/03
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#62 I'll Be Back from the Dead Soon

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print with Gold leaf & Vantablack paint

$2100

I want to dispel the new age manifestation notion that if there are people and experiences in your life that you don't want, it's your fault, or some sort of ‘mirror’, like a reflection of you, and you attracted it.Like if it’s something difficult, contrasting, or unwanted, you’re doing something ‘wrong’. I am proposing that it’s actually the opposite.It means you are doing something right. If you want to heal toxic cycles within yourself and/or the world. Guess what? You’re going to attract toxic cycles.If you want to create improvement or change in your finances to create prosperity for yourself and others, guess what you’ll attract?Financial situations that require improvement or change.Because two sides are really just one coin.We are also living as separate beings, but are all one at the same time.So yes, reality is not fixed, and you create your own experience of reality.  However, so does everyone else, and we do affect one another.Your reality is not separate in some kind of ‘perfect manifestation’ bubble...
01/04
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#63 The Thinning Veil

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print with Gold leaf & Vantablack paint

$2100

The poison teachesthe cure only to those whocan stomach them both.

As we complete the follicular phases in the cycle of our year, I am keeping this one on the shorter side in preparation for the boldness of what the ovulatory phase delivers next month.  I haven’t shared what’s really happened over the course of late 2024 through 2026 until now.  I call them the demon years.  So it’s only appropriate that revelation starts in the golden hour of our cycle—ovulation—next month.  For now, the “Thinning of the Veil” piece serves as the preparation for this story.Ancient priestesses chose to veil themselves when they went out in public because they knew the power they held inside.They were ‘big’ enough to hold all archetypes.Big enough to walk between worlds.  Expanded enough to be able to know the truth and still live in this illusion.It’s the life I live everyday, and it serves as a really rich bootcamp for Sovereignty.  Similar to the process the world is going through now.Many are beginning to awaken to the truth of their reality, their government, their money, and their freedom, yet still participating in the lie.Mainly because they haven’t given themselves permission to live in integrity and be their own authority.The thinning of the veil is helping make that choice for all.  The veil casts a layer of protection, but not for the purpose of hiding.Because untempered knowledge can scorch the Earth.  As we lift the curtains of not only our galactic quarantine, but on the greatest show on Earth, be sure to soak up the sun...

#51 Aries met Atlas

Original Cyanotype with copper leaf, made with the sun, fire, water & hydrogen peroxide

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

$1500

...As for me, well, I’ve reached a point where I’m truly done living the lie.  The one we were all born into.As I hear the songs glorifying selling our bodies.  Glorifying trafficking.Glorifying subservience.  Rapping about rape.  Selling ass.Pretending the soda, the wipes, the shots & the pills aren’t killing you.  Pretending they don’t cause the health problems & the weight we complain about.  Running and looking away from a truth you will never escape from.  Own who you are or you will be owned by others.Predators & bullies don’t want fair fights. That’s why they go for easy targets.  Then we give them all the power they have.They take the truth and wrap it in a lie.  They take what’s healthy and wrap it in poison.They take a beautiful melody and fill it with shit.The reason we are in this position in the world today isn’t because of the evil people doing horrific things, but rather because of the people that turn the other cheek, and in the name of ‘tolerance’ they accept cowardice.The silent majority.Those who continue to ‘go along to get along’. In the name of, ‘oh it’s just fun’, it’s just a song, or my personal favorite: it’s art.Meanwhile poison, rape and theft become the new normal.  And we’ve traded in art for predictive programming.No one pointed out what was there in front of everyone, because it was uncomfortable to talk about.  No longer.I didn’t come all the way down here to Earth to live as a debt-based financial system slave to the federal reserve, and then pretend that nothing is going on and we don’t live in a lie.When we say or do nothing in the face of lies, we help perpetuate them.For those of us who have been silenced in the past,Fortune Favors the Bold.  And for those who are scared, most of you don’t know how brave you are.See you in Taurus, after Atlas shrugs...
01/02
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#52 Taurus - The Beautiful Ephemeral

Chlorophyll Print

made with the sun & a Draceana leaf

The follicular phase is the beginning of a creative process inside of your body.  However, ‘new beginnings’ don’t imply that our history is erased.To even have a ‘new beginning’ implies there was a time before. Something that ‘new beginning’ is emerging from.All time (past, present, future) exists now, at the same time, with the eternal now being the only time we experience in our ‘physical existence’.The physical is just one component of our space-time reality.  We experience it as linear, but really it’s more cyclical.  Every phase existing, just unexperienced, or forgotten.  Just like the cycles in our bodies.With that being said, let’s just say I’ve been integrating more of what ‘was’ into what ‘is.’Shedding light on the ‘past’ to complete the full picture.Grounding into the physical now, during Taurus season, printing a past image from my grandfather (who was obsessed with bulls as well) with chlorophyll, echoing this sentiment.Sometimes our past memories seem like bulls rearing their heads towards us, until we are able to stop trying to fix them, but actually sit in the (‘bull’) shit with them and look at the full picture.Not to make ourselves stink, but to alchemize and use as fuel.Turning our shit to gold, our pain to power, our past to our eternal now.Just like ‘the past’, the images are ephemeral and fade after printing without a preservation method (like resin, etc.).  I snapped a photo to show you, and made the choice to let the physical piece disappear. Just as my younger self met me for coffee, and stepped into the eternal now.  More on how our conversation went in the following piece, within the duality of Gemini...
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#53 Gemini - I met my younger self

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15 x 22

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$777

I met my younger self for coffee today.We both were 10 minutes early—some things never change.She was wearing boots with a baggy hoodie and sweats, trying to hide her body. I showed up in a dress with the same Doc Martens boots.She ordered a double espresso; I brought a kratom seltzer.She cried almost immediately, telling me how unhappy she was at home, and how she wished she could be free from her eating disorder, and how she died last month on her period. She asked me, "Will eating ever be easy? Will I ever be friends with food? Will Mom and Dad ever see or hear me?”I leaned in close and said, “Just keep drawing. One day, food will be even better than a friend; it will be your medicine, along with your art...

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#49 Stairway to Healing

If there ever was a 'Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself' year, this is it.You don't have to know that Pluto just entered Aquarius & that we are ending an age of lies & beginning a new age of truth.Just take a look around at the world's stage.  A stage with actors that can't keep up their costumes. This year the curtain will start to pull back for everyone to face the inconvenient truths, so actual healing can begin.The notion that God is outside of you keeps your focus outside of you, your power outside of you and the belief that the answers are outside of you.The reality is the opposite.We are living 'the forgetting'.  Experiencing this life as separate, so we can remember at the higher levels, we aren't.
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#49 Mushroom Stairway to Healing pt II

One of the most recent messages I learned from mushrooms:Own your power, or it will own you.  Take responsibility for who you are and your impact on the things around you, because they are you.  They are not bigger than you.In 'creative process' terms, the art does not create the artist.  The art may transform the artist, but the artist is the creator.  Therefore, the art/creations can't come before their source.This is the time during the follicular phase for seizing the opportunity to architect how we want the rest of our cycle to go and decide what new follicles we want to form that will eventually host an egg.  The egg then becomes our creation, and released as the wisdom of that cycle. In this healing journey, I have realized that the greatest gift you can give this world is your own self-realization.
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#49 The Mushroom Queen - Stairway to Healing pt III

'New studies show' = we are tired of lying about this, or hiding it.Or better yet, we have been forced to stop lying about this.Get ready for a plethora of 'new studies', or better said, the new marketing on what the mainstream is ready to accept as true, but has actually been there all along.  You know, all that information that was labeled as 'misinformation', censored, and banned. The information I had to search and dig for over a decade for, and healed myself with.The problem is, people won't actually consider that these huge establishments could actually be wrong, because of what it might mean if they are.  That truth is too scary to face for the ego. Entire belief structures within people are formed from what these establishments say is or isn't 'fake news'. What is or isn't dangerous 'misinformation'.

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#37 Dawn of the Follicles

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22 x 30

Canson Arches Archival Pigment Print

I got present andsaw everything that reallymatters costs nothing...My period interrupted my life like that.  It invited me to look at what's really important.The silver lining of 'dying' every month is realizing the beauty of this life and beginning to cut out the plethora of petty worries & crap....So, as you attend self-help workshops and New Year's Resolution events, you will come to find you were always the thing you were looking for. And, it was always free. But sometimes we have to spend a little money to realize it didn't cost anything.
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#38 A Portrait of my Pain

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22 x 30

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$2100

I hid from you blinduntil I opened my eyesmy truth cloaked in liesEven when I knew my pain was coming, I wished that I didn't.  I would pretend that it wasn't on its way. I would tell myself, maybe if I just don't think about it and only focused on the positive, what I want (a pain-free period) will manifest in my life.  And this would be gone, poof!This couldn't be further from the truth.This is the escapism ideology (luciferian in it's roots) being taught & celebrated today.  The way to deal with something by not dealing, but by coping with a symphony of denial mechanisms disguised as 'being positive'.   The unwillingness to see the truth & the unwavering facts.  Rephrased: The willingness to live in a lie.  Because of what the lie affords you.
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#39 Hon Sha Ze Sho Nen

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22 x 30

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Is giving really generouswhen there is no one to receive?Being cheap is dangerous,with your power you cannot see.I see that I am prosperousso I make art to set you free

When there is no one to receivethere is no one to call 'giver'because a gift is only perceived,when received by one who considersthat generosity is receivingand the receiver is the giver.

01/03
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#25 Dismantle Illusions

Original

48 x 68

Resin on Panel

$9700

Pain is what it took for me to become authentic.In my experience, the reward for being authentic is always healing.In order to even become authentic and true to ourselves we must be willing to look at the unwanted parts within ourselves--the scared parts, the insecure parts, our own shadow.Paying attention to and really looking at my pain was the best thing I ever did...
01/02
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#26 In to me see

Original

30 x 30

Resin on Panel

$3000

I found a mirrorand in to me I saw myvoice on the pelvic floorSuffering happens when we don't meet our pain. When we don't listen to it, deny that it's there, when we bury it for politically correct reasons, or to be liked and approved of by others.Pain is inevitable, but suffering really is optional. How do I know this?  From facing & not facing my own pain with 17 years of Endometriosis.A perfect subject for the follicular phase--when we start to creatively plan--where we get to decide what our attention goes towards. 
01/05
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#27 From the Inside Out

Limited Edition of 13, 12 available

12 x 18

Pearl Metallic Archival Pigment Print

$350

Original ( + Original Cyanotype Available)

30 x 20

Archival Pigment Print in Float Frame or Resin on Panel

$2300

Most people live the other way around--from the outside in.Identifying problems on the outside and instead of looking within for the reason why or for the treatment, they treat it from the outside.Which usually doesn't yield any sustainable healing because it was never actually treating the issue (even though it seemed like it). It was treating what the internal issue had become already on the outside. Basically, most people try to treat the effects, thinking it's going to impact the cause.Finding the root cause within is finding the healing, the freedom, the truth.  Treating symptoms, (like pain) or the effect, without addressing the cause just leads to the same issue on repeat.

01/04
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#13 Solar Flash

Limited Edition of 13, 10 available

42.5 x 30

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$1500

Solarization is the process of re-exposing photographic paper during the development process. As soon as you see the image appearing on the paper in the developer, you pull it out and re-expose it to light.  The result is an eerie silver image which contains light lines between the shadows and the highlighted areas. Areas that have been exposed the least are affected the most during the re-exposure of the print. What are you able to see through the black and white? The contrast of these two, as well as the solarization--or your polarization, allows all of the other colors to stand out.Everything is possible in art...
01/02
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#17 Faithful Tides

Original

43 x 24

Resin on Panel

$3300

The small hypothalamus in the brain kicks off a very large responsibility and process, signaling the pituitary gland to deliver FSH (follicle stimulating hormone) to the ovaries, helping some of the eggs mature as estrogen rises.I created this photograph to embody what washing away the doubt would look like.  What would it look like to exfoliate your fear just as the sand does your skin?Fear tolerated is faith contaminated.  When your faith is strong, there is no need to explain yourself to anyone, or resist against anything..
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#21 Something Blue

Cyanotype, Limited Edition of 13

20 x 30

Canson Arches Archival Pigment Print

$900

To make great art, you must be willing to make bad art.Putting so much emphasis on everything made having to be 'great' makes it hard to create anything at all...

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#1 The Great Awakening

Original22 x 22Quartz & Copper mirror glass with Resin on panel

Estrogen's effect on the brain greatly improves the ability to solve problems, strategize, and plan...Egg follicles swell to prepare and estrogen increases to thicken the uterine lining so that it can host an egg--just as the possibilities in our lives reveal themselves so that we can discover them...  
01/02
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#5 Secure Your Energy

Limited Edition of 13,  12 available40 x 22Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print$1100

You can't get sick enough to heal them, loud enough to have them listen, poor enough to, fill in the blank enough to ____.  The real 'helping' them is standing in your freedom/sovereignty/higher vibration so that no matter what they have no choice but to join you.  Not the other way around.Visible in this piece, the follicular phase is all about preparation and discovery as the follicle swells, stimulated by the arrival of FSH (follicle-stimulating hormone).The 'sun' in the image can be seen as the follicular swelling, glimmering in preparation for the consonant light it will begin to shine.... 
01/03
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#9 Going the Distance

Limited Edition of 13, 10 available

30 x 30

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$900

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

$1500

As the follicle is formed in preparation to 'bleed rainbows', the boxing gloves represent the development of strength, with the abstracted fallopian tubes shown as flowering rainbows, representing the peace & wellness gained from that strength, as it blooms into a lily. The rainbow continues to pour itself, leading the eye to the staircase within the Palace of Justice.  With, of course, the ruling decision-maker of our bodies (us) seated at the throne.  The day I realized I was free was like being at the top of this staircase. What keeps me there is the understanding that the only thing you can ever be free from is your own resistance.

The Art of Ovulation

The golden hour of our cycle & the inner 'Summer'.

View the entire Ovulatory lineup of pieces & articles on my Substack.


01/03
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#65 Kali Ma in blue I

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

$2100

To see yourself isto see another as botheyes are opening....instead of complaining about being run over by people, stop lying out in the middle of the road.People and life will run you over and take advantage of you until you have proven it is not beneficial to do so.It’s often called awakening.Realizing you are the driver, the car, and the thing you just hit. The crash is the awakening.We fear it because we don’t want to feel the pain. Because we don’t understand that pain is our greatest teacher.It is only because of the crash that we are able to see who we really are, which is everything, and move our asses out of the middle of the road...

01/02
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#54 Thank you, Betrayal ♋

Original Cyanotype

13.5 x 22

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

$900

I have been lied to A LOT recently.So much so that I began to doubt myself, because I wanted to avoid the disappointment.  The disappointment of betrayal. Watching friends & colleagues live a lie, because of what the lie affords them, at my expense.Watching them trade truth for dopamine hits, genuine friendship for external approval & validation, and trade me in for demons.Most people do not seek truth, or even freedom. They seek comfort. They seek reassurance. They want the outside world to tell them who they are. How they dress, what pronouns they use, who they voted for, how well their business is doing.But nobody or ‘thing’ can tell you who you are. That is for you to discover & claim.And I refuse to trade either or ‘pretend’ for company.
Not out of superiority, but because the lies won’t last & I wouldn’t be helping either of us if I did.
Once you know, you cannot ‘unknow’. Once you see the truth, you cannot ‘unsee’.As I poured the water over the cyanotype watergrams this cycle, I saw a newfound appreciation for these emotions…
01/04
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#55 Mimosa's with Todd

Prints of this piece are distributed through my licensing partnership with Wexel Art. The original remains available exclusively through my studio.

Original Cyanotype

42 x 50

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print with Gold Leaf

$5762

My late mentor Todd Murphy and I caught up over a mimosa on the other side.  Here’s what happened…I sat down, closed my eyes, and when I opened them, I found myself sitting in Todd’s old ATL Trabert Ave Studio - what I called the ‘Icebox’ — the visual incubator for ‘The Narrow Road to the Far South’ Antarctica series — the last collection I assisted him on.We both looked at each other & decided on a change of scenery—something a little less frigid.  Looking over the rainbow bridge, sitting in the golden rolling fields, with Mimosa’s in hand, we caught up.“To be honest, Meredith, I love the way you ruffle people’s feathers. It’s so needed. And, it’s a part of the art you make. Softness and Beauty are needed, and so is feather ruffling. I’m proud of you.”I laughed, but he still heard what was underneath the chuckle…“Don’t worry about the sales, they’re coming. Being up here, I realize how little they really mattered.  Get to know people. Be curious about them. Live in that curiosity and wonder. You’re good at that, and you’ll get even better.”I cried almost immediately, telling him how much I miss him, how I could really use some of his guidance right now in this pivotal crossroads in my business, how I could have soaked up more from him, spent more time, been even more curious, kept better care of the hard drives…
01/03
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#56 No Enemy Within, No Enemy Without

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print with Musou Black Paint

$2100

You haven’t seen me for a bit as I have been grieving these last couple of months.  Not for things that ‘have happened’.  But for what never happened.The silent acceptance of ‘justice’ you will never see.The last parts of the unreconciled & unacknowledged —within & without.  If you have ever held on to the pain because it’s the only thing that tells you it was real, or it’s the only thing holding them accountable, this one is for you. I learned from my hundreds of Endometriosis period pain deaths that one of the perks of dying a certain number of times is that it no longer scares you, but let me tell you, it never gets ‘easier’.When everything has been emptied out, and the only door left to open is the darkness, open it. From there, the place of wholeness, you can truly decide who to be.I decided a long time ago that my peace can’t come at the price of my truth.So if you find yourself struggling to ‘let go’, stop trying. Just ask yourself why you’re holding on. Letting go will happen naturally as an integration of that.Because if there is no enemy within, the enemy on the outside can do us no harm.

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#49 Golden Mushroom Queen - Stairway to Healing pt IV

The ovulatory phase: The golden hour of our cycle.In reality, it's actually the most important phase, because the rest of the cycle cannot happen without it.  The period cannot happen without it.The period will follow however ovulation went, so if it was late, the period will be late, if it was crappy, the period will be. This sets the stage for however the cycle is going to be, and in this piece it's just the beginning of our golden landscape that will continue across the next ovulation months pieces.Estrogen rises and your body has a surge of the LH (luteinizing hormone) which triggers the follicle (from the follicular phase we talked about for the last few months) to release the egg. Then, your follicle releases the egg and you ovulate.  When you ovulate, a new corpus luteum is formed.Consider the corpus luteum the landscape from which life is formed, or all that energy is reabsorbed by the body. The corpus luteum is what starts to create progesterone which is what causes your period later on.  Progesterone is responsible for thickening your uterine lining (or endometrium) to prepare it for pregnancy, or your next menstrual phase. In this stairway to healing story, the corpus luteum has caused the endometrium 'plot' to thicken with the first application of the gold leaf as the background.
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#49 Golden Mushroom Queen - Stairway to Healing pt V

We left off in our stairway to healing story with a thickened 'plot' as the corpus luteum has caused the endometrium to thicken with the first application of the gold leaf as the background.This 'thickening' becomes visible in the abstracted gold-leafed lines of the pelvic floor muscles surrounding this queen. She has come full circle, literally, as the pain of her pelvic floor, of her root, of her own generational trauma & ancestry has now become her halo, her mastery, her power.  She has birthed herself, delivered from suffering, and her once-compressed coals are beginning to emerge as gems in a sun-scape crown. The new corpus luteum is revealing itself here through the reindeer moss & quartz crystals, and it will continue to form throughout next month's ovulation.  ...In my own internal & external landscape, I have recently had a bizarre & discriminatory experience of mistreatment surrounding health.  This situation perpetuated an ovarian cyst burst + a flare-up caused by my cortisol/progesterone regulation.......stress has an enormous influence on this process not only with progesterone, but it wreaks havoc on all of our biological processes.  So I laid it all out and really faced it, then I realized what the situation was really about: Willing slaves are triggered by freedom.  Just as sick people can be triggered by people who are healing. I didn't buy-in to their opinions or control structure illusions, so they decided to bully me while I was down to feel their own power.
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#49 Golden Mushroom Queen - Stairway to Healing pt VI

I recently was asked an interesting question:  Is the 'spiritual war' we are in (and have been in for many years) currently, necessary?To answer that, I would inquire...If someone enters your house, steals your money, rapes and murders your family, is it 'necessary' to address it?  To defend yourself, to seek justice?Because that is what has happened to humanity, on a global scale.Or...Do you look both ways before you cross the street?(demonstrated in the short on the podcast by Lisa Romano)Should you let yourself get beat up because you will be contributing to the 'negativity' by fighting back?Acknowledging that there is great evil in this world, and it has unjustly impacted our lives, doesn't mean you are contributing to it.  It means you are contributing to the opposite.It is part of the responsibility you inherently have, when you know the truth.   It is also the first step in taking responsibility and stepping up to who you are, integrating & reconciling all false-selves.And then there are those who purposely keep not looking, not seeing, not hearing, because they realize if they know, they may have to actually act.  What terrible things are we allowing because we don't want to know what's really going on?All healing begins with authenticity: telling the truth. What and how you decide to respond to any situation is up to your own free will choice, but if you are interested in surviving a situation with a psychopath (which is who we currently are dealing with), yes, it will be necessary to defend yourself and to stand for humanity. They would love for you to believe the new age marketing campaign that going up against them isn't 'necessary'.  In fact, they are counting on it......When we ignore something we know is happening, when we say or do nothing in the face of tyranny, we help perpetuate it.

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#40 Breath of Shakti

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

$2100

What does it mean to be a woman?What does it mean to be a man?Outside of biological needs, absolutely f*ing nothing.Nobody can tell you who you are.   Only you can, because It is up to your free will choice.  It is up to you to choose to discover & see yourself for who you really are.Your authentic self isn't 'invented' or 'created' (not by wearing makeup or putting on 'girl' clothes or 'boy' clothes).  It is discovered, and claimed. It just is, and always has been, just as your needs and boundaries always have been your truth at the deepest levels. The truth never needs your permission to exist, but it will still be there when you decide to come around to embracing it. That's when they say the truth sets you free, but really it's your free will choice to accept the truth that has ended your suffering.There are biological facts & truths about both of the sexes.  And facts don't have feelings.The most principle basic difference that cannot be changed (no matter how many surgeries) is within our chromosomes: Females are XX & Males are XY.We all actually begin as females XX as a fetus, then around 6 or 7 weeks into a pregnancy, the Y chromosome will appear (or not). This is why males have nipples.
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#41 Ophiuchus

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

$2100

This month's ovulatory phase I've been thinking about business. How we interact & exchange energy in the world.  The exchange of currency, and why it seems so fucking hard to sell art.Well, not all art.But thought-provoking art.Hell, really anything too thought-provoking.Thought-provoking art doesn't necessarily have a line out the door and 'sell' in a world that's too scared to face its own thoughts and feelings. What sells is a reflection of our culture's thoughts, feelings, and problems.So, we tend to paint the world with pretty flowers and babies and abstract shapes with the lowest amount of point of view and the highest amount of agreeableness so we can feel safe for that much longer. Nothing wrong with babies, flowers, and abstract art, but if we want to continue to have the things that feel good, we must look at and integrate the things that don't. Until you face your fears, your inconvenient truths, or your shit, they will continue to have power over you.I began to look at the exchange of money; receiving money & spending money...
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#42 Shots Fired

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

I relate to Bukowski's thoughts on pain being that if you're in enough for long enough, you will have a tendency to say what you really mean. Hell, I said what I mean so much I wrote a book about it.  And I'm still writing this...Similarly, I write every day before work & I think too many artists make art for shit reasons. They create art to get laid, get rich, or get famous. They use art and the art 'industry' as a mask to build a bigger house of cards or as a coping mechanism for their emptiness--similar to how some use spirituality. Anything that can help you see the truth and bring you closer to freedom can be used to bypass, enslave & inflate the ego.As it has been said, yesterday's transformation is tomorrow's ego trip. Yet on the higher levels, it still all eventually comes out in the wash...The best lies are often the closest to the truth. Why?  Because the truth carries with it the immense power of everlasting immortality because it is what's real.  What is true doesn't require any selling,  marketing, or belief in it to exist.Art is a lie that helps us realize the truth. It helps us to see what actually exists--on all levels.   It is the inevitable contrast in our world of lies and truth, dark and light, the unwanted and wanted...

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#28 When the Water Breaks

Original

30 x 45

Resin on Panel

$4200

when the water brokethere were choices we made andpain became freedom

...She told me one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me that I will always remember: She said,"I love you so much, I'm so glad you were there. Not just because of the photos though, I'm glad you were there because you made me feel like I could do it."There is nothing else I would want anyone to feel (especially another woman) and this touched me deeply. I take it as the highest compliment and am filled with gratitude...
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#29 From Every day to Every Phase

Original

45 x 72

Resin on Panel

$9500

I recently asked one of my oldest friends, Jennifer , why she bought this custom (split) piece from my 'Every Phase' series.  Here is what she said:"The work I bought tells me:On the roadIn the forestUp the streamChains set freeAlso this:Soul of the bluesBeats of natureA pulse to chooseA chance to wager.""...Seeing your piece immediately resonated with my soul. I'm a huge outdoor buff with weekend hiking and camping trips, and I either ground every day  or connect with nature in some form daily. Even if it's something as simple as walking a trail and photographing the flowers and fauna. The world is rooted in nature. It brings me peace and inspiration, being one with the earth. So all the natural elements and terrain you illustrated within the shape of a WOMAN no less screamed at every part of my being..."
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#30 Reiki's Genesis

Original

40 x 50

Resin on Panel

$6000

I have covered many different concepts, resources and practices that helped me to end my suffering with Endometriosis. All of which involve completely stepping into the storm of suffering to face it, move through it, and integrate it, which ends it by going straight to the root. The most humble and powerful embodiment of this healing process is one I practice almost daily, but have not covered until now, and that is Reiki.I was introduced to this practice by my best friend, better half & husband, Jason Lettice, a 20-year Reiki master. Reiki has recently been 'trending' in the health & wellness worlds, with many practitioners who unfortunately don't understand how to move energy & how it is transformed, and even fewer know the history. If they did, big pharma would be in big trouble. 

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#14 Sovereignty

Original

24 x 31

Archival Pigment Print in Float Frame or Resin on Panel

$2300

I am sovereigntythe inalienable and growththat may scare people 

There is no greater virus than fear.  Largely because it depends on our attention to perpetuate. In a strange way, it can show us how powerful we are. In a culture that is dominated by and addicted to fear, the one thing we seem incapable of doubting is fear itself. We are more likely to distrust happiness or well-being. Is this because it may seem scary not to have the security blanket of our victimhood? If we are not the victim, then that means we are the ones responsible for our sovereignty, for our happiness.
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#18 Over the Moon

Original

30 x 45

Warm Silver Float Framed Gallery wrapped Canvas

$4200

Once upon a dramatic rise in estrogen...There was one lucky follicle that matured beautiful and full and was released into one of the fallopian tubes.She diligently made her way down this tube and found herself standing at the pearly gates of the Uterus where, thanks to those rising estrogen levels, the uterine lining had grown lush with a host of protective immune system cells that had just sprouted.The dreamy saturation and sense of playful adventure seen in this piece have it living up to the popular reputation of the ovulatory phase--the period of magnetism and communication.And unlike most enchanting fairy tale stories, there is no villain...
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#22 Tutu in Blue

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

on the subject ofunderstanding art: some willsome won't, so what? next! 

The playful, social & fearless phase -- ovulation.I've written before about the fearlessness of the ovulatory phase. Another way to look at fear is through the lens of winning approval from others, or 'auditioning'. I was a ballerina for 14 years so I have explored this culture, and aspects of these ideas pretty deeply through my art.  I have featured some of my past work from my ballet series galleries,  and now that I have healed from a lot of that experience, I felt like pulling out the tutu and laying out in the sun for this blooming cyanotype.

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#2 Milk & Honey

Limited Edition of 13

30 x 45

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$1900

magnetic lingoattract what feels good to youlet go of the restThis piece, like the phase, is about expansion.  Expansion of thoughts, ideas, how much fun we allow.It's probably the best time to ask for a raise because your attraction factor is multiplied by a thousand. Like the woman in this piece I've created--she is the raise!
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#6 Born Art

Limited Edition of 13, 11 available

45 x 30

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$2100

the power i giveis everything or nothingthat's how art is born

In the world we live, if you suffer enough, they will build you a statue. Seriously, when was the last time you heard a day in 'memorial of' or a statue dedicated to the person that had the most fun? Who made living at the highest vibration their priority? Most of our society lives in a security blanket of suffering, under the guise of virtue and 'hard work'. 
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#10 The Decay of Deceit

Original

22 x 22

Quartz & Copper mirror glass with Resin on panel

lies require peoplebelieve in them to exist,the truth needs nothing.

Too often women are overlooked and underserved in medical, nutrition, and fitness research.Why? Because of our unique 28-day hormone cycle, also known as our Infradian Rhythm.When putting together clinical trials, many researchers have decided it is simply too complicated to include women as subjects because our monthly hormone cycle is just too much.It’s hard to control for all the hormonal shifts women go through every 28-days, so instead of trying to account for those fluctuations, researchers have just left women out and focused on men, whose predictable 24-hour circadian cycles do not vary from day to day. 

🚺The Art of the B!TCH phase (luteal phase)

My favorite phase & our inner 'Autumn'.



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#57 The Ripper

Limited Edition of 13

20 x 30

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$900

Follow the ripplethat makes the wave, and you willnever be thirsty.

Illusion is the undercover agent of truth.One that is meant to be unmasked.It is truth being an artist, as all illusions are creations.Truth dances through our lives role-playing as ‘archetypes’ or ‘beliefs’ or ‘language’, or anything we can mentally construct, that leads us to something more, something bigger—the truth, unmasked.The truth wants to be found, but first it wants you to enjoy the show.Each untruth, lie, or illusion actually works in favor of truth, like supporting characters on the world’s stage.The more contrasting, the clearer we can see.But when we stop looking, we get lost in illusion.When we forget that we can’t even recognize what it is that we really want until we experience the unwanted, we become rigid and ignorant in our ‘beliefs’. In our ‘illusions’.We become immovable.  We aren’t the ripple that makes the wave, but instead the brick of illusion that keeps racking up debt with each truth we try to find some coping mechanism to numb out with.  And we begin to drown.In debt, in reels, in memes, in holidays & fake conversations.Don’t let ignorance and denial cost you your health, your wealth—your freedom.The more we try to hold on to our sweet little lies, the harder they will fall.  Let them fall.Truth doesn’t require you to hold on, but rather, to let go.After all, the whole point of the show was to enjoy it.In this last luteal phase before we move to menstrual, I am the ripple that makes the wave—a bloody good one, I must say.The same way art has been used to keep people stuck in illusion, I am using it to be the ripper—riding its waves to the shores of realness, wholeness, truth.Illusion can be used to hide, and it can also be used to reveal.Illusion is the artwork of truth...

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#50 Step-by-Step - Stairway to Healing pt VIII

What is family?Who is included when we say 'family comes first'?Does DNA bring us closer to others, or does love?Most people think of family on a 'bloodline' or physical sense, but is it really?Does physicality, or physically being 'related' determine how important they are? This concept of bloodlines being the most important people and qualities of people in our lives is what has perpetuated toxic relationships, all in the name of: 'it's OK because it's family.'The need to belong is a natural basic human & childhood need. It is also something we are meant to evolve past--just as we are meant to grow through puberty to become adults.  At the extreme, this connects us to a 'hive mind' mentality, as you see in nature/animals. Believe it or not, we aren't here to mimic the behavior of animals. We are actually here to transcend this mindset, as we are their guardians and guides.(see clip from podcast episode #20 by my guest Lisa Romano).
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#50 Stepping In - Stairway to Healing pt IX

...You aren't doing actual 'good' in the world until you have seen and acknowledged and experience the darkness. Because true 'light', 'healing', 'wisdom' and 'goodness' is only realized and born through experiencing and integrating the opposite polarity--the darkness.After all, you can't be fully self-loving and integrated without having all parts of you.  Any goodness without acknowledging this or without an integration of the darkness is only feeding it. The denial of evil is how it actually grows, as the root of true evil is denial.  You can't actually have true freedom without the choice for evil.Real healing isn't the rejection of pain or darkness, it is the integration of it, and the capacity to be with it, and still be OK.Acceptance, acknowledgment, and looking at your own shadow is what sets you free from it. As well as the evil illusions and lies that come with it.  In other words, acknowledging what is true and actually there, sets you free from the lies.When you walk into a room and turn on the lights, what is there very little of? Shadow.  We win through standing in our sovereignty, calling out evil when we see it, yet acknowledging it's role in helping us to really define and ground us to what we know to be true.In the bigger picture, evil really is an undercover agent for good. As it is all us, all one.You are feeding the lie when you haven't faced and integrated the truth.  And the truth includes the ugly.
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#56 No Enemy Within, No Enemy Without

Original Cyanotype22 x 30Rives BFK Cyanotype Print with Musou Black Paint$2100

You haven’t seen me for a bit as I have been grieving these last couple of months.  Not for things that ‘have happened’.  But for what never happened.The silent acceptance of ‘justice’ you will never see.  The last parts of the unreconciled & unacknowledged —within & without.  If you have ever held on to the pain because it’s the only thing that tells you it was real, or it’s the only thing holding them accountable, this one is for you. I learned from my hundreds of Endometriosis period pain deaths that one of the perks of dying a certain number of times is that it no longer scares you, but let me tell you, it never gets ‘easier’.When everything has been emptied out, and the only door left to open is the darkness, open it. From there, the place of wholeness, you can truly decide who to be.I decided a long time ago that my peace can’t come at the price of my truth.So if you find yourself struggling to ‘let go’, stop trying. Just ask yourself why you’re holding on. Letting go will happen naturally as an integration of that.Because if there is no enemy within, the enemy on the outside can do us no harm.

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#43 The Sound of Freedom in Blue

Cyanotype, Limited Edition of 13

22 x 30

Canson Arches Archival Pigment Print

$1100

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#44 Where did The Logos go?

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

$2100

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#45 Luna Vision

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

Rives BFK Cyanotype Print

$2100


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#31 The 1st Attunement

Original

30 x 45

Resin on Panel

$4200

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#32 What is Healing?

Limited Edition of 13

33 x 33

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$1500

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#33 Takata

Limited Edition of 13

30 x 45

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$1900


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#15 Thought Provoker Part I

Limited Edition of 13

12 x 24

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$550

In creating this 2 part piece (the next one will be coming out next week with the next phase), I thought about how much is said by us without being literally spoken. I thought about it as a phone. There is a space where you speak, by your mouth, and the space where you listen, by your ear. When we speak to the world within our actions, what we hear back is literally what shows up in our life.The particular ratio of estrogen to progesterone in this phase allowed me to notice things I didn't see before.  Looking through a different lens, so to speak.  Except for this luteal phase, instead of looking through a different 'lens' I chose to hear through a different speaker.  Listening to my body, and choosing to 'speak' through my actions, and whatever I gave emotional time & attention to.Creating art is my speaker and my microphone--it says "I am".  Art acknowledges that feelings emotions move, and we have the free will power to transform that energy into our medicine.  It gives us the ability to always move out of the victim's position. 
"...Therapy adjusts us to the world.  Art adjusts the world itself......Art is alchemy.  It turns the ore of life into gold."-Julia Cameron, Walking in this World
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#19 Creativity's Crest

Limited Edition of 13, 12 available

18 x 24

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$700

Original Cyanotype

22 x 30

$2100

The ratio of estrogen to progesterone in this phase allowed me to notice things that I normally wouldn’t pay much attention to.Watching Bob Ross, what stood out to me most in the film was when his son was talking about how when you make a mistake, all of a sudden you learn 10 different ways to correct it and maybe even other techniques that will help you later on--unlike when you just apply a technique correctly.The magic comes from the ‘mistakes’. The discovery and creation of new processes comes from mistakes--or better said, happy accidents.I am no stranger to mistakes and working within the uncontrollable.You could even say that because of my past mistakes with my health, I have created the series I am showing you now.The corpus luteum expands and then is reabsorbed, similar to the cycle of a wave, building a crest and then crashing back into the body of water it just came from...
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#23 The Sword of Truth

Cyanotype, Limited Edition of 13

20 x 30

Canson Arches Archival Pigment Print

$900

What surprised me most about when I healed myself and learned hormonal information that could help all women, (especially those with endometriosis) is the number of people that were not ready to acknowledge this as being true.And also the number of people who choose suffering from their disease over the truth that it is possible to heal yourself and become sovereign.Most people were not ready to come out of their painful illusion, and there is no shame in that.The important part is having the awareness to recognize that’s where you’re at.  And oh yeah, I’ve been there.Most people have a complicated relationship with the truth. Essentially, the more powerless you are, or the least amount of responsibility you take, the less OK with the truth you usually are.Whatever a truth destabilizes or destroys--wasn't actually there in the first place--it was an illusion. However, the illusion can give people a false sense of stability which they may 'trade-in' over the truth to give them a feeling of power and security when in reality, facing and accepting the truth is the only way to any kind of power or freedom.The truth is the answer we are asking for. The problem comes when we are resistant to the consequences that come from the truth. In the universe of cause and effect that we live in, there is no cause that doesn't have a positive or negative consequence. Therefore, you cannot prevent the effect of a cause...

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#3 The Wedding Dress

Original

28 x 61

Resin on Panel

$5300

Weddings remind me of the luteal phase---or I like to call it, the getting shit done phase.Your brain is primed for organization + completing tasks and reviewing what was started during the Follicular week and didn't get done. It feels so good to wrap it up and even better to start to turn inward.It's a sort of 'nesting' time before the menstrual phase, so there's also a nurturing component to the way I work during this time.  This is very similar to a wedding, where there are a thousand details to tend to, and a need to complete them in the most loving way possible while dealing with your friends and family 😅.The particular ratio of estrogen to progesterone in this phase allows you to notice the details--the things around you that you didn't see before in the follicular or ovulatory phases.  As a result, your brain begins to prioritize detail-driven responsibilities you may have ignored all month (or longer).Art speaks where words are unable to explain.  The dress must live on through art.
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#7 Over the Rainbow

Limited Edition of 13, 9 available

30 x 45

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$2100

Original

30 x 45

Resin on Panel

$4200

Over the RainbowI searched for the answers andI found a mirror

When does something go from destroying us to inspiring us, or vice versa?The path to destruction, which I know quite well 😆, is when you believe that your cup isn't full, or that you can be destroyed, or when you aren't really aware that you made the 'game' you're in, which means you can never really lose. It's when you're not willing to face some seemingly 'inconvenient truths' and be honest about what's really there. For me, this 'something', called Endometriosis moved from destroying me to inspiring me when I realized that freedom is a choice. And I wouldn't have come to that really engrained understanding if I had not gone through the destructive trials of endo. I started to see it as my teacher. And while I learned new information about how our bodies work, most of what I gained was a deep-seated awareness I already knew. I had just forgotten. 
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#11 The Rainbow Spark

In 2026, The Rainbow Spark was selected for national retail distribution through HomeGoods via my licensing partnership with Wexel Art. The cyanotype remains one of one — and remains here.

Exclusive Original Cyanotype (double-sided)

22 x 30

$2100

The particular ratio of estrogen to progesterone in this phase allowed me to notice things I didn't see before.  Looking through a different lens, so to speak.  
"Each of us carries an internal lens through which we view the world.  The willingness to reveal what that lens sees is what determines an artist."
- Julia Cameron, Walking in this WorldWe all know Michaelangelo's painting with this infamous hand position, known as the divine spark--God touching Adam/humanity. Most people think of the creation of Adam (the tile) Biblical references, etc. My interpretation is a bit different.For me, it is representative of the connectedness we all share in the divine energy field (shown by the rainbow).  Every spectrum of color, every gender, ethnicity, etc.as one and having their own unique perspective in addition to being a connected part of everything else.  Symbolic of the yin and yang, or balance of masculine and feminine energy we have inside each of us--which is directly tied to achieving balance within our individual hormone blueprint.There are so many things I can say about this piece and how it relates to the science of this phase--but I think it speaks for itself. No one achieves anything alone. Even though I was lied to for years by countless doctors promoting big pharma, I was able to find experts who helped me achieve what I thought was impossible. I'm using this space to introduce some of them to you.Starting with my current one & primary care who is totally worth the drive...Dr. Jeffrey Kalins

THE ART OF THE PERIOD 🩸

Instead of the birth of a child, your period is the birth of your truth. 

Welcome to the Menstrual Phase, also known as our inner 'Winter'

My favorite phase & our inner 'Autumn'.



If there is a woman you know struggling with period pain....

The foundation of how I healed myself began with reading Womancode & In The Flo by Alisa Vitti.  I have created a complete (and growing) list of resources of how I healed myself outlining the methodologies, detoxes, doctors, recipes, books and more.

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#34 Speak Your Truth

Prints of this piece are distributed through my licensing partnership with Wexel Art. The original remains available exclusively through my studio.

Original Cyanotype

48 x 96

Original Cyanotype with haiku on float framed canvas

$23,000

Her justice is bornwhen she speaks her truth and sitswith her deepest pain

When I was able to sit with my pain and ask it what it needed, I found that my liberation would be realized through acceptance. Acceptance of myself and my body--and it's a never-ending journey. Your freedom is claimed by being able to be with yourself, thereby knowing your truth and claiming yourself.Acceptance doesn't mean to stop wanting to grow, to develop or change.Acceptance means having the courage to face yourself (or face your shit), who you are, what you are.Being able to be with yourself and not check out through coping mechanisms like TV, alcohol, drugs, a glossed-over 'positive pump-up', etc., no matter how bad it feels. It's only after embracing and acknowledging ourselves fully that any actual change or liberation can occur.......Instead of the birth of a child, your period is the birth of your truth.When you're able to be with yourself through all the shit, everything becomes possible.Your body is always listening. What are you telling it?
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#50 Why do you fear what is real?  Stairway to Healing pt X

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#50 From Ice to Water, to Air, to Nothing - Stairway to Healing pt XI

Original

36 x 42

Resin on Panel

$3600


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#16 Thought Provoker Part II

Original

diptych 24 x 24

Resin on Panel (price includes both diptych pieces)

$1300

I often get the question (in regards to healing myself from endo): What did you do?!While there were many physical outward things I did, the most effective was inward. I listened.But first, you have to be ready to listen.A lot of times I don't think we even realize that we are still speaking, acting out, etc. and not ready to receive the answer to our question yet.Facts are sober.  Assurances are anything but.Instead of the commercials and the marketing hype, I listened to the facts about how hormones work and what the infradian rhythm clock was. I really focused on listening to my body and looked at what was really there. It is definitely a skill to see and hear things for how they really are instead of how you would like them to be.Symbolized by the quartz spires and copper mirror glass, sometimes when we first start focusing on listening for the answer, we realize it has been clearly and sometimes even loudly in front of us, and it really is shocking how we couldn't hear it... 
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#20 Off the Plantation

Original

30 x 45

Resin on Panel

$4500

off the plantation ofstanding for limitationsall disease is healedOur world is obsessed with anything that healthcare deems as 'incurable' or 'chronic'.  And of course they would be, healing and sustainability and empowerment from within don't generate consistent income. This model relies on you staying on the plantation.  Under the direction of the plantation owners.In the world we live, if you suffer (and stay on the plantation) long enough, they will build you a statue. As you can probably tell by this piece (and all of my art), I realized that I was the master on the plantation. I was the guard, I was the slave, I was the master, I was the janitor, I was everything. Upon gaining the awareness that I'm the only one holding the key to the prison I'm in, the plantation of sexual trauma and endometriosis 'chronic' & 'incurable' pain began to disappear. This realization was the first step towards my pain source becoming my power source. Ask yourself, who is your master?Is it you? Is it a condition? Fear, addiction, or trauma?There's a lot of research and answers out there, but we have to make the jump off of the plantation from the familiar places, institutions and arguments for limitations that we've been told are 'true'......Facing or denying determines the course of all future actions.  Face some seemingly 'inconvenient truths' and the truth will set you free.
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#24 The Receiving

Cyanotype Limited Edition of 13

22 x 30

Canson Arches Archival Pigment Print

$800

Receiving everything is the most generous thing you can give to someone.The way you receive is everything.  Contrary to what many people think, it isn’t the action, but how it is received that generates everything else in relation to it.It determines how you handle situations, or how the situations handle you.It is the basis for determining how you feel, how you are choosing to be in relation to whatever you are being given.Looking closer at the relationship to receiving or this 'being', which is feminine energy, is the polar opposite of masculine energy, which revolves around 'doing.'We all have both masculine and feminine energy inside of us so it isn't about choosing one or the other, or debating which is better, but the integration, collaboration and balance of both within ourselves......Your feminine power to receive means if you ask for more, you will receive more.  Feminine energy craves personal creativity because it's a creative force. Dancing, painting, pottery, writing, art; any form of creation will enable you to tap into the 'flow' of your life and your feminine energy. Women were physically designed to create new life. Harnessing our inner creativity is a way of allowing that inner energy you have to burst forth......Feminine energy enables you to transform. It's the opposite of stagnating, being uninspired & overworked.  Don't be afraid to walk away from something if it isn't working for you. Creativity flows, sometimes rapidly.  So while feminine energy is often associated with quiet rejuvenation, it can also be bold and forceful.  the above aspects of feminine energy, and the integrity of these cycles, this piece will complete the 2021 cycle...

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#4 Beautiful Warrior

Limited Edition of 13, 6 available

30 x 30

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$800

Original

Resin on Panel

30 x 30

$2100

beautiful bettaswimming warrior, just likemy intuitionDuring the menstrual phase, the communication between the right and left hemispheres of the brain is more powerful than any other time. I sometimes call this the most 'psychic' or intuitive phase. We all know that there's blood and tons of hormonal imbalances like cramps that appear, but what most don't know is what the brain is primed for. In my opinion, this is the real superhero phase.The brain chemistry during this time allows for judiciously evaluating how you're doing in life--what worked and what didn't work over the past 28-32 days in the previous 3 phases.  What do I keep? What am I taking with me into the next phase?  Without this evaluation time, all you really move forward with is crappy, unwanted things.It's prime time to listen and receive the answers to our questions. Because of all that shedding happening in and out of the body, it's beneficial to remember that not every battle is worth fighting and most do not need our intervention--they may turn out to benefit us if we allow.  The Siamese Fighting Fish or Betta is known for its splendor and color.  They are associated with the Element of Air because they are lung breathers. So they bring and share with us that there are times in our lives that we simply need to stop and breathe...
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#8 The Calling

Limited Edition of 13, 12 available

22 x 22

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$777

When in human history have so many people prevented others from seeing the truth?It’s usually because one person knows that the truth, or whatever is being prevented from being looked at transparently, will hurt one or both parties when they see it.I created this piece as a reflection of not only my personal experience of being called by the larger part of myself but also a universal call.There are so many things I can say about this piece, however, we both know that art speaks where words are unable to explain.  I do want to share some words with you, in the form of an Artist's Prayer I wrote (inspired by the Artist's Way) that are a part of my ongoing calling.Here we go...
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#12 The Land of the Corpus Luteum

Limited Edition of 13, 12 available

30 x 24

Moab Slickrock Metallic Pearl Archival Pigment Print

$777

They say the truth will set you free.When they say the truth will set you free, it’s really another way of saying, you don’t have to put on a show anymore.  Or put on a personality for the different people or areas in your life.When you’re a person of conviction, you can stand unafraid in what you believe in. That’s when the ‘truth has set you free.’Each menstrual cycle’s shedding of the endometrial lining and reabsorption of the corpus luteum has taught me so much about freedom...